there are gray hairs in my mohawk

dude, that ain't right.

you know what else ain't right? not blogging since NOVEMBER 1ST! for fuck sake, what the hell have i been doing?! making a list, that's what:

1. for letting my blog get cob-webby, i am now accumulating spam comments on some of my older posts. grr.

2. nothing destroys the want to write like having to write charters for committees for the hockey league, of which i am now an executive director. i love me some gay hockey, but damn, creating structure for a league that was created without any long-term preparations is fucking hard. especially when there are already almost 90 members and 3 games every week. also, i'm not a leader, and i don't know what a charter is, let alone how to write one. here goes nothing... no, really.

3. dating...

4. school...

5. beta blockers. seriously, fuck pharmaceuticals. from here on out i'm just going to live with the fact that my heart beats weirdly fast sometimes and that i should therefore avoid caffeine and other stimulants. beta blockers are good for keeping the heart rate normal, but made me dumb and sleepy and generally grossly slow. it's kindof effed up when one needs to have a constant supply of coffee in hand to counteract the beta blockers to make it through a school day.

... at least i think salt and pepper hair is totally hot.

Comments

[jenn]

1. So excited you actually posted something again!!
2. salt-n-pepper hair is hot..lol..you learn to embrace it after a while!
3. be glad that i didn't call you the other night to add something else to your plate :O)well ask to add
4. blogs tend to go to the wayside when someone starts dating..the whole new fun person is so much more important than telling cyberspace about your life :O)